Dearest...
I wish we could be together today! Happy Valentine's Day!! :)
Yours forever...
I wish we could be together today! Happy Valentine's Day!! :)
Friday 13 February 2015
Wednesday 31 December 2014
Letter #19
Dearest...
2014 has been the first year ever since we met that we didn't hear each others' voices even once. I so wish that in the remaining 2.5 hours God somehow fulfills my wish of talking to you at least once. I hope that 2014 has been a very good year for you and that you have enjoyed good health and a happy life. I pray that 2015 may bring you and your family greater luck, happier life and lots of success. Yes, I would not deny that each and every day I have hoped to be back in your life, in your arms and make every effort to make your life very beautiful in every way I can. I hope 2015 gives me this beautiful opportunity. Happy New Year 2015!! :) :)
Yours forever...
2014 has been the first year ever since we met that we didn't hear each others' voices even once. I so wish that in the remaining 2.5 hours God somehow fulfills my wish of talking to you at least once. I hope that 2014 has been a very good year for you and that you have enjoyed good health and a happy life. I pray that 2015 may bring you and your family greater luck, happier life and lots of success. Yes, I would not deny that each and every day I have hoped to be back in your life, in your arms and make every effort to make your life very beautiful in every way I can. I hope 2015 gives me this beautiful opportunity. Happy New Year 2015!! :) :)
Friday 26 December 2014
Letter #18
Dearest...
Its been 6 and a half months since I wrote a letter to you. But there are somethings I couldn't keep to myself any longer. I've missed you each and every moment ever since we have parted ways. Sometimes, I don't write to you for a long time trying to do what you have always wanted me to. I'm sorry I'm being repeatedly unsuccessful at that. I've wished you only to smile wherever you may be. My life is going just normal. Happiness went away with our relationship. I've realized I behaved too immaturely thinking that what I was doing to save our relationship was the best thing I could do. My days start with your thoughts and end with yours. I want to wake up next to you every morning. When I get ready, I want to get dressed up for you, for those little twinkling eyes that would sparkle at my sight. I'm trying to maintain a normal healthy routine and not skip my meals. Whenever I cook, I've your thoughts. Someday, I want to cook 'baigan ka bharta' :) for you! Give me one chance please. It may not taste as good as aunty's preparation, but it would be made just for you. Please give me a chance to share your life with me and let me share yours too.
Yours forever...
Its been 6 and a half months since I wrote a letter to you. But there are somethings I couldn't keep to myself any longer. I've missed you each and every moment ever since we have parted ways. Sometimes, I don't write to you for a long time trying to do what you have always wanted me to. I'm sorry I'm being repeatedly unsuccessful at that. I've wished you only to smile wherever you may be. My life is going just normal. Happiness went away with our relationship. I've realized I behaved too immaturely thinking that what I was doing to save our relationship was the best thing I could do. My days start with your thoughts and end with yours. I want to wake up next to you every morning. When I get ready, I want to get dressed up for you, for those little twinkling eyes that would sparkle at my sight. I'm trying to maintain a normal healthy routine and not skip my meals. Whenever I cook, I've your thoughts. Someday, I want to cook 'baigan ka bharta' :) for you! Give me one chance please. It may not taste as good as aunty's preparation, but it would be made just for you. Please give me a chance to share your life with me and let me share yours too.
Yours forever...
Thursday 12 June 2014
Letter #17
mai galti karti gayi,
aur tu mujhse pyar karta raha.
aur tu mujhse pyar karta raha.
par ek bar toh dekh idhar
hamara pyar bachane k liye mujhe jalna pada.
khud ko mujhse itni dur kyun kar liya
ki mai tujhe sun bhi na paun.
mehsoos abhi bhi karti hun tujhe
tere har bar choone ka ehsaas ab bhi hai mujhe.
peeche mud k mat dekho tum,
aage badhte chalo
bas iss aage k safar mei mujhe saath le lo.
luta dungi khud ko tujh par
vaada hai mera tujhse
kabhi akelepan ka ehsaas nahi hoga tumhe
teri har pareshani se ladungi mai
par kuch na hone dungi tumhe.
tujhse zindagi hai meri
tu meri jeene ki vajah hai raha
tere saath saansein leni hai mujhe
mujhse dur na ja
ek bar awaaz laga le
sab kuch chod k aa jaungi
par agar aise hi raha
tadap tadap k mar jaungi.
aaj bhi meri nigaahein tujhe hai dhundti
aaj bhi mere haath tujhe choone ko taraste
honth sookh gaye mere tere bina
ek bar toh awaaz laga le..
ek mauka de de
tujhe sirf muskurane ki vajah hi dungi
tere har aansun ko khud pi jaungi
ek bar toh awaz laga le.Wednesday 3 October 2012
Letter #16
Dearest...
Another 3rd today! I miss you a lot. I just want to run and come to you and say that i love you and that you are the only one whom i have always loved. But alas! I can't do that. And this is what pains me a lot. It is too hurting to recall all our conversations over the phone on this issue. I really want to be back with you. Please don't punish me anymore. I need you. Each passing moment makes me realize my mistake. I'm deeply sorry. I really really love you and miss you a lot. Please please come back. I'm waiting for you..
Yours...
Another 3rd today! I miss you a lot. I just want to run and come to you and say that i love you and that you are the only one whom i have always loved. But alas! I can't do that. And this is what pains me a lot. It is too hurting to recall all our conversations over the phone on this issue. I really want to be back with you. Please don't punish me anymore. I need you. Each passing moment makes me realize my mistake. I'm deeply sorry. I really really love you and miss you a lot. Please please come back. I'm waiting for you..
Yours...
Saturday 29 September 2012
Letter #14
Dearest...
I'm feeling very happy after talking to you a couple of minutes back. It is after a long time that i could sense you in your original self. You were like this till a few months back until things got bad between us. You talked about keeping Akhil awake till late night to watch the football match with you. Till a few months back, i would tease you over your liking for football and the timing of broadcast of matches and say that i would make you sleep early in future and then the teasing would begin! Now, i do not have any right to do that! I wanted to say too many things that time on the phone but couldn't. I feel too lost without you. Life is moving ahead, but i'm not! I'm still waiting for you. I really really wish to be back with you..
Yours...
I'm feeling very happy after talking to you a couple of minutes back. It is after a long time that i could sense you in your original self. You were like this till a few months back until things got bad between us. You talked about keeping Akhil awake till late night to watch the football match with you. Till a few months back, i would tease you over your liking for football and the timing of broadcast of matches and say that i would make you sleep early in future and then the teasing would begin! Now, i do not have any right to do that! I wanted to say too many things that time on the phone but couldn't. I feel too lost without you. Life is moving ahead, but i'm not! I'm still waiting for you. I really really wish to be back with you..
Yours...
Tuesday 10 July 2012
Letter #13
Dearest...
I don't know when are you going to read this letter, if ever! Creating such a blog and writing letters to each other daily was my idea and i only forced you for the same. Initially, we were regular with this but that proved to be short lived at both the ends. Our busy schedules and engagements took over. I had never thought that one day i would come back to it (almost exactly after an year!) on this blog to write a letter to you when i do not even know whether you would be reading it! That is because today, i do not have you and this is the only place where i feel that i am sharing my heart and mind with you, ironically though, without having you. It has been a day full of ironies. I broke up with you at midnight and today it was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon just like it did on 21st July, 2009. I broke up with you today and today only, one of the prime reasons of the breakup, confessed that he sometimes has a guilt feeling that what he did to you was wrong! Inspite of knowing that you wouldn't be calling or messaging, i hoped to see your name flash on my mobile screen with every ring. You always loved to see me in suits and today, with all other clothes being wet and not having dried up due to rains, i was left only with a suit to wear once i got back to my room! For the first time, each moment of the day with your thoughts has been difficult to live because i do not have you now and i know i am responsible for it and this is probably the best punishment; i have too much to say about what has been going on inside me but i have no one to share with, not even you! I was really wondering over the fact that the last time that we came back to each other after a severe fight, you had said that you would never let us get separated. But last night, i did not find that anywhere in the conversation. Holding some hope, i called you in the morning to clarify, but it was still the same! Why?? If you found my reasons valid and was waiting for my decision, why could you not suggest any other solution besides this? You said you wanted to hear my decision. It pinched me to know that you had the same thoughts but you kept quiet. Why?? Good bye! Take care!
Yours...
I don't know when are you going to read this letter, if ever! Creating such a blog and writing letters to each other daily was my idea and i only forced you for the same. Initially, we were regular with this but that proved to be short lived at both the ends. Our busy schedules and engagements took over. I had never thought that one day i would come back to it (almost exactly after an year!) on this blog to write a letter to you when i do not even know whether you would be reading it! That is because today, i do not have you and this is the only place where i feel that i am sharing my heart and mind with you, ironically though, without having you. It has been a day full of ironies. I broke up with you at midnight and today it was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon just like it did on 21st July, 2009. I broke up with you today and today only, one of the prime reasons of the breakup, confessed that he sometimes has a guilt feeling that what he did to you was wrong! Inspite of knowing that you wouldn't be calling or messaging, i hoped to see your name flash on my mobile screen with every ring. You always loved to see me in suits and today, with all other clothes being wet and not having dried up due to rains, i was left only with a suit to wear once i got back to my room! For the first time, each moment of the day with your thoughts has been difficult to live because i do not have you now and i know i am responsible for it and this is probably the best punishment; i have too much to say about what has been going on inside me but i have no one to share with, not even you! I was really wondering over the fact that the last time that we came back to each other after a severe fight, you had said that you would never let us get separated. But last night, i did not find that anywhere in the conversation. Holding some hope, i called you in the morning to clarify, but it was still the same! Why?? If you found my reasons valid and was waiting for my decision, why could you not suggest any other solution besides this? You said you wanted to hear my decision. It pinched me to know that you had the same thoughts but you kept quiet. Why?? Good bye! Take care!
Yours...
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