Letter #10

Dearest...

The memories of the beginning of our relationship are still fresh in my mind. Thanks to my roommate that you got my number and later got me! ;) You were not wrong in expecting from me to love you more and more, you deserve it. I'm sorry I probably couldn't  love you in the same measure. All these days that I had been sick and feeling weak, I just wished to lay my head on your shoulder with your arm around me and go off to sleep in the comfort of your warmth. I miss you. It rained here yesterday and all I had in mind was you! I love you. That is all for today. I love you. Take care.

Yours...

Letter #9

Dearest...

What worries you worries me too! But we by our mutual efforts can keep it at bay, can't we? :) All will be well :) I love you :)

Yours...

 

Letter #8

Dearest…

Life is indeed an irony. For a few minutes, we were in the same city, and yet there was no scene that we could meet.  It was just a usual day with the usual thing that you were on my mind all the time. I wanted to be with you all the time. I know you must have got bored hearing this from me!  ;) It rained here today. J I wish we were together to have fun in the rain. J The weather has been very cool and pleasant since. I could recall today exactly the scene of 11^th evening. I still remember how you came back twice just to meet me once more. J I will wait for the day when we shall meet never to depart from each other!

Yours…

Letter #7

Dearest…

You told me in the last letter that you are now getting adjusted  to the ‘new ways’ of our relationship. You know what, we’ll always have fights on the topics we had earlier because both of us still fail to understand each other. Its really hard to believe that we still lack it even after 21 months and 17 days of our relationship! I did not get why you replied that you would not have any choice after 7^th June. Why? I sometimes feel I’ve been too dominating ever since our relationship turned into a long distance one. Forgive me for that. Believe me, it hasn’t ever been intentional but situational. Thats all I have to write to you today.

Yours…

Letter #6

Dearest…

Did you realize something today? It was again you only whom I could ask for help! I know you will always be there for me. Thank you for loving me unconditionally, much much more than I deserve. I know had I said this on your face, your immediate reply would have been ‘Chup’! J Do you remember how we used to fight on who was the luckiest of both of us with both of us being over modest! ;) I really wish those days come back soon though it doesn’t seem that easy. You still haven’t changed your habit of sleeping late and I can always rebuke with ‘jaldi so jaya karo’! :P  I love you! J

Yours…

Letter #5

Dearest…

It was the first day today at home after graduation. Everybody is very happy here and now all that is there in the minds is my career ahead. Ma has my marriage in her mind but has kept it far behind in the queue of her priorities! ;) I’m waiting for the day when everything will be well. I had an ice-cream today and can you guess what came to my mind? You have just once chance, tell me and if wrong, treat me with it the next time we meet!  :P J What a coincidence today! What you had in breakfast, I had for lunch! :D These days papa will prepare the lunch and so I’m thinking that it would be better that I prepare the chapattis from tomorrow! ;) I would love to make them for you too some day! J I’ll be leaving for Gwalior on 24^th and returning on 27^th. Whenever I talk to Aditya Gautam, he never fails to ask about you and has conveyed his best wishes to you. Its not as hot as Jaipur here but though I dread the rains here ever since we faced floods last year, I want it to rain now! Both of us love rains! J Do you remember the night stroll in rains which you told me once? J That was a really beautiful imagination! J I hope you are taking good care of yourself. J Waiting to hear from you soon J

Yours…

The final departure

Dearest…

I left for home at around 1040hrs. I left the city where we met, and I probably left it forever. I say probably because one never knows what lies ahead. We did not know before the 3^rd semester that we would meet. And when we met for the first time, we did not know that we would be good friends and when we were the best of friends we did not realize when did we fall in love! Many great people advise not to look back. But I want to. As I was being driven out of the city, I had an urge to go back to it, go back with you to all the places associated with us, and relive all our good memories. I had you in my mind throughout the journey. I reached home around 2100hrs. We are now too close in terms of distance yet too far due to social obligations. A new life awaits us now bereft of each other physically close to each other but surely not morally. I know how bored you get these days. I can make that out from your messages. I’m sorry for not being able to bring you out of it for the past couple of days. I’ll try my best to be with you now as far as I can.

Yours…

The third day

Dearest…

It was my exam today. I know it was not that you deliberately did not wish me earlier and got late in doing  the same. I understand you are too pre-occupied these days. It makes me really happy to think that you have been calling me each day and sometimes twice or thrice a day. I hope you are getting along well with the new scenario. Ritika will be leaving tomorrow and I on tuesday, forever! Forever will I bid good bye to this city which brought you to me. Or should it be this city or the other one? ;) I leave that choice to you. Your friends have been very sweet, always keeping track of my whereabouts and what I’m doing. Every night when I lie down to sleep, I just have one thought in mind, another day has passed, one less now! I miss you and I miss you a lot!

Yours…

The second day

Dearest…

Today dawned on me the fact that you had spoilt my habits. Why did you have to support me in everything I did? I now feel too weak. I was out in the sun and there was nobody to hold the umbrella and let me walk in shade freely. The best part of the day was when you called up. I was never too happy to receive a call from you as I was today. You cried after reading my last letter. Forgive me for that. I understand very well how much you miss me. You are doing things there which I always asked you to do here and you always had reasons then to disagree with me. I know life will get back to normal now and our relationship a long distance one. It is difficult right now to begin this journey but we have to and also complete it! Happy journey!

Yours…