Letter #19

Dearest...

2014 has been the first year ever since we met that we didn't hear each others' voices even once. I so wish that in the remaining 2.5 hours God somehow fulfills my wish of talking to you at least once. I hope that 2014 has been a very good year for you and that you have enjoyed good health and a happy life. I pray that 2015 may bring you and your family greater luck, happier life and lots of success. Yes, I would not deny that each and every day I have hoped to be back in your life, in your arms and make every effort to make your life very beautiful in every way I can. I hope 2015 gives me this beautiful opportunity. Happy New Year 2015!! :) :)

Yours forever...

Letter #18

Dearest...

Its been 6 and a half months since I wrote a letter to you. But there are somethings I couldn't keep to myself any longer. I've missed you each and every moment ever since we have parted ways. Sometimes, I don't write to you for a long time trying to do what you have always wanted me to. I'm sorry I'm being repeatedly unsuccessful at that. I've wished you only to smile wherever you may be. My life is going just normal. Happiness went away with our relationship. I've realized I behaved too immaturely thinking that what I was doing to save our relationship was the best thing I could do. My days start with your thoughts and end with yours. I want to wake up next to you every morning. When I get ready, I want to get dressed up for you, for those little twinkling eyes that would sparkle at my sight. I'm trying to maintain a normal healthy routine and not skip my meals. Whenever I cook, I've your thoughts. Someday, I want to cook 'baigan ka bharta' :) for you! Give me one chance please. It may not taste as good as aunty's preparation, but it would be made just for you. Please give me a chance to share your life with me and let me share yours too.

Yours forever...

Letter #17

mai galti karti gayi,
aur tu mujhse pyar karta raha.

par ek bar toh dekh idhar

hamara pyar bachane k liye mujhe jalna pada.

khud ko mujhse itni dur kyun kar liya

ki mai tujhe sun bhi na paun.

mehsoos abhi bhi karti hun tujhe

tere har bar choone ka ehsaas ab bhi hai mujhe.

peeche mud k mat dekho tum,

aage badhte chalo

bas iss aage k safar mei mujhe saath le lo.

luta dungi khud ko tujh par

vaada hai mera tujhse

kabhi akelepan ka ehsaas nahi hoga tumhe

teri har pareshani se ladungi mai

par kuch na hone dungi tumhe.

tujhse zindagi hai meri

tu meri jeene ki vajah hai raha

tere saath saansein leni hai mujhe

mujhse dur na ja

ek bar awaaz laga le

sab kuch chod k aa jaungi

par agar aise hi raha

tadap tadap k mar jaungi.

aaj bhi meri nigaahein tujhe hai dhundti

aaj bhi mere haath tujhe choone ko taraste

honth sookh gaye mere tere bina

ek bar toh awaaz laga le..

ek mauka de de

tujhe sirf muskurane ki vajah hi dungi

tere har aansun ko khud pi jaungi

ek bar toh awaz laga le.