Letter #19

Dearest...

2014 has been the first year ever since we met that we didn't hear each others' voices even once. I so wish that in the remaining 2.5 hours God somehow fulfills my wish of talking to you at least once. I hope that 2014 has been a very good year for you and that you have enjoyed good health and a happy life. I pray that 2015 may bring you and your family greater luck, happier life and lots of success. Yes, I would not deny that each and every day I have hoped to be back in your life, in your arms and make every effort to make your life very beautiful in every way I can. I hope 2015 gives me this beautiful opportunity. Happy New Year 2015!! :) :)

Yours forever...

Letter #18

Dearest...

Its been 6 and a half months since I wrote a letter to you. But there are somethings I couldn't keep to myself any longer. I've missed you each and every moment ever since we have parted ways. Sometimes, I don't write to you for a long time trying to do what you have always wanted me to. I'm sorry I'm being repeatedly unsuccessful at that. I've wished you only to smile wherever you may be. My life is going just normal. Happiness went away with our relationship. I've realized I behaved too immaturely thinking that what I was doing to save our relationship was the best thing I could do. My days start with your thoughts and end with yours. I want to wake up next to you every morning. When I get ready, I want to get dressed up for you, for those little twinkling eyes that would sparkle at my sight. I'm trying to maintain a normal healthy routine and not skip my meals. Whenever I cook, I've your thoughts. Someday, I want to cook 'baigan ka bharta' :) for you! Give me one chance please. It may not taste as good as aunty's preparation, but it would be made just for you. Please give me a chance to share your life with me and let me share yours too.

Yours forever...